A Thought or Three...

With a head of steam I rush into meditation and relaxation techniques, but like almost everything I do, I backed off. What I am trying to figure out is why. I was feeling so good and finally feeling like I had some control over my stress. Then, all at once I stopped. I stopped getting up in the morning a spending 15 mins of so meditating. I stopped reflecting on my day before bed and for what? It was certainly not because I was too busy in the morning or too tired at night. I think I am just being lazy. I have to believe that it is because i am being lazy because the only other answer it that I am unwilling to help myself feel better, and I refuse to admit that right now:)

I will start up again tomorrow. Hopefully I will stick it out!



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I know it drives my aunt crazy when I jump from subject to subject, but my mind is busy tonight and I have many thoughts to share:)
Today a very dear childhood friend of mine, delivered twins at 24 weeks 6 days. As I write this both babies are alive, but have a long road ahead as do their parents, big brother and extended family & friends. Please if you can, keep them in your thoughts and prayers. It would mean a great deal to me and I know it would to them as well.

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Before I leave and because I do not want to write another Blog tonight, I want to say that I am pretty sure that if I were Sarah Palin(and to be clear, I am so not a fan) tonight, I may in fact be smacking my daughter for humiliating me in front of the entire world!

I want to be clear that I have NO problem with Bristol & Levi working things out and thinkin' they want to get married, but how ungrateful a child are you to tell your mother via US Weekly? Because if you are really ready to "Stand-by-your-man" do it, but don't blindside your parents. I just found it to be highly disrespectful on the part of Bristol to do that.

So monsters of mine, let this serve as a warning to you, Feel free to stand-up for your beliefs, follow your heart, have an opinion that is not mine, forgive & move on, but know that it will not be long before I make you feel like the fool you just set me up as!