I am going to make a list and check it twice, hoping that I manage to get some of the "to-do's" off my list or atleast not do things that are not on the list. I want to spend more time with the monsters and I haven't picked up picked up a book in months. I am not sure of the last time I kissed my husband or played fetch with the pups. I just don't want to let things get too far away that I need a road map back!
And this is why...

I've made it 1/2 a year without him.
Life is too short to beat myself up over how I could live it better, I am just reminding myself that I am here to live it.